Despondent Over Two Things
These days I’m feeling so sad. First, I broke off my relationship with ’special girl’. When I start falling for ‘her’, that relationship has made my life much more complicated than previously… But I decided to love ‘her’, helped ‘her’ and jumped in ‘her’ life that time… I do have to break this relationship, no matter how I like ‘her’. That’s why I am sad now.
Second reason. Honestly I never feel this feeling. She’s just my working partner in the same business. Our job made us have frequent communication. When she did something wrong, I was angry with her. Sometimes I felt she has helped me a lot. Once, I wanted to fire her because of big mistake she did. She’s just my working partner! I know that she’s a kind girl.
Three days ago I heard that she got an accident, making her coma until now. The doctor said that they couldn’t do anything to help her. Nothing that I can do. I imagined the days me and her having a job together. I imagined when she smiled away. I imagined when I asked her to do something complicated and she did it excellently. Now she is on her bed now. Nothing that she can do. It’s been more than 1 year I do not cry but now I do…
God, I know you can do miracle… I pray that she can be ALIVE.
I was shocked when I read your sms. Eventhough I’m not that closed to her but I’m trying to understand what you feel.. Sad.. Sad.. and Sad.. yes it is very hard to realize that someone close in our life has gone.. I feel sorry for that.. But once again, GOD know what is the best for her.. and for all.. Sabar ya Rom.. GBU always!
Ipit said this on November 26, 2006 at 6:31 am